mtk maaf slg masih ada masa.
argh..smlm tgk cite 'sebelum akhirat'..
a gud story i think.
awalnye agk seram cz watak setan tu mcm 'bestt' jer,,huhu
cite ttg azab org byk dosa mase tgh nazak..perghhhh
then die flashback ape dosa2 die..
jd ceti haram..
bt rmai ppuan preggy..n pujuk smua utk gugurkn..
derhaka kt mak ayah...--> part ni mmg kuang hajar laa..
n after watching it...eventually i tried to analyze myself..
i do love my parents..yes..tp dlu2 wktu muda remaja gile2..mood xbetol je slalu..
mcm prnh laa hurt their feelings..i knw dat..huh
mtk maaf mmg la prnh tp kalo msh ade kesan2 di hati mereka..how??
sigh..
tp hidup mesti diteruskan dgn mhargai waktu skrg..
slg masih ada masa ni, kena laa bbakti kpd mereka..buat mrk gembira..
insyaAllah..
dats y sumtimes when my life was really upside down..i tried my best to keep my probs away from them..
though i needed them sooooooooo much.
i wanna cry on their shoulders..pour my heart out..but i just cant do that.
i wanna them hear from me all about happy stories..
i dont wanna burden my nonsense probs to them...
though i knw they r very open to that..
i hv jz been trying to be tough enuf ..if i will be left alone one day...who knws, ryte..
....
i think i shud keep dat matter as a secret.
in islamic teaching, spreading it to others is not necessary at all..
yet if anybody ask, for sure i will tell the truth.....
i jz dont wanna have a special title among ppl i knw esp..coz it is jz a tooooooooo beginning..
n the main reason...avoiding fitnah!
-j1e-
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