passive day

sabar.ok.
dats the only way i found.
i wanted to go for badminton selection - cudnt make it.
somthing wrong with my body for the whole day..even until now.
loss of appetite oso..plus im scared of vomiting..--> really dont like this!
this 'masuk angin' prob jz forced me to alienate myself in my room.
i cant eat...coz i dunno whether the food is gooooooood enuf or not for my condition.
i jz dont wanna vomit evertyhing out..argh
sabar. ok.

now, downloading adnan sempit.
jz watched epi 19 of adamaya.
how stupid dat maya for betraying her angelic husband..
sakit jiwa raga jugak tgk. geram.
suami mcm tu kira dayus gk sbnrnye..biar isteri buat maksiat.
tp tu laa..crite drama kan..huhu

sometimes i have a thought of going back soon..
but my TA is kinda a matter to consider more.
i wish i can finish the TA thing faster.
then going back.
but i didnt tell my parents yet bout this.
nanti tny pasal lain plak...huuuuuuuuuuu
coz im scared! huh.xnak pikir boleh..??
bukan laa bmaksud kena paksa ke...tp cuma cuak n takut.
tp mmg laa..when that matter reaches a serious point, mind cud b haunted by many ridiculous thoughts..
so whatever evil ideas come..i jz keep praying to HIM for His guidance..

every step we take is accompanied by risks..
no matter what we do, there is always at least a risk.
so if we wanna do something, juz do it!
ppl will talk or judge...so wat?
as long as we follow the right path according to quran n sunnah.
ppl will stop talking n leave us.
yes, listen to them but then we should analyze everything.
good ones - mum them.
bad ones - throw away.n dont make it haunts our lives.

im trying to be as 'slambe' as guys manage to be.
haha..kinda cool actly..u listen, u dont like, jz forget it.
u do mistake, admit it, sincerely apologize. settle.
x serabut kepala. org lain naik nk emo bkn hal kite.
n i wanna talk less. coz it leads to less mistake perhaps..

another new resolution . diam n sabar.forgive n forget.

-j1e-