e.m.0

peyut buat hal ni..xhabis2...haishhh

....
hmm..3 mlm bturut2 tgk cite seram..jd gian...;P
nk ajak org lain tgk xde geng..
last2 kne dengar saya cite gk...hahhahaa...

 ...
sy rase sy ade baaaaaaanyakkk keje (xtmasuk study)
tp malas terlalu rajin nk buat..
how r..how? how?
lawan laaaaa setan tu.....astagfirullahal'azim...

....
xske giler pi kelas tnpa ada kuliah..nope, i hate dat kinda situation very much!
xske suasana hingar bingar...mcm kt play ground..huhh
dh r emotional unstable..
baby arif pn x buat bising n buat nakal kan?? kan??

haaa..lagi satu...xske giler org kuar masuk kelas berderet2 tym lecture..
ape korg ingt mak bapak korg ke yg ngajor kt depan tu?
kalo iye pon bosan, ngantuk...xyah r tunjuk mogok kuar kelas..
annoying okay..lcture xbest pon, jd laa org beradab..respect!
wpon saya smpi tertido gk kdg2 sbb xthn, tp kuar kelas n xmasuk2 bukan laa penyelesaian yg bgus.

apa laa yg die merepek ni..mcm ade org nk bace..

ade sy kisah? ikut ske laa...(psiko)


-j1e-

what a day..

Hari-hariku

macam

tidak

beberapa

productive..

... hmmm.. semangat2!..;D


-shemort-

2 litres..baby..upin-ipin

dalam misi nk minum air putih at least 2litres per day..
self-challenge...smgt2!

okay, agak poyo..sy tahu

kalo kt umh, mama slalu duk ulang benda tu..
'minum air byk2...minum air byk2...'
kalo sakit tekak skit...
'minum air byk2.....'again n again
okay, i know mom.u r hundred percent right.
sy slalu malas krg rajin nk minum..
but im trying to do that..
let see it's effect on my body system..huhu

hmm..rindu baby sangat2 hari ni..
kalo laa ade baby by my side....huuuuuuu
missing u damn3 much dear..muaahhhx
mase kuliah td pn sempat mengelamun teringat baby..
dh pandai ape lg die skrg ye?
mesti penat umi n abah kan?
kalo ade aunty ade bleh jg arif kan?
arif mkn byk ek skrg? xpe2...aunty suapkan sokmo2...
waaaaaaaaa....
nk balik kawen tgk baby!!!

....huhhh...
ha! 1 thing...pak guard kak BNI td suh kem slm kt upin ipin...
so, kpd yg rase die upin or ipin...nk ckp ni..
'PAK GUARD KAT BANK BNI MALANG, INDONESIA NI..KEM SLM..'
haa..sara n shamsiah, pe lagi! jwb salam..!
sekian..




-j1e-

Hadirnya puteri ke-3..

Puteri Cantek sudah tiba... jeng2.. ('',)~~

Pening2...

1) TAK reti blog2 sebenarnye.. but xpe2..kita try n error *jgn gelak2 ey klo mcm poyo post nnt..;P

2)My 1st post.. hopefully NOT the last.. haha hopefully..

3) tettttt.... no idea!! (plg xske if it happens) apekah??

ok, selesai..yeay!! dpt gak satu post

p/s--> zirah n sara.. stimulate me if im invisible,make me visible, is it possible?? haha.. task korunk..=P

third week

every month.. when it comes to third week of woman's cycle.......hhmmm
here it comes....erm..a disaster? nope..dats so paradox..
perhaps..jz gloomy days, with dark skies...n sometimes storms wud appear..

hohohoho..
wat r these craps all about huh?
ahh..nothing..its jz im in the third week..
a period of time that i dont really like..oh no, i hate it!
sighh..
even im thinking the rasionality of put this topic on this blog..hahha

i shud hv a good rest..
find a space to get closer to Him..not to do anything dat can satisfy my fake desires..
third week can be unpredictable days..n i hope i can survive very well everytime 'it' comes..*praying*


-j1e-

my first post...fuyoo~~

assalamualaikum....helluwww~~~

first tyme nk post nih....cm klaka je...sara tulis blog tuuuhh.. ;p

thanx to zirah cz invite me..klu x, mmg malas la nk open blog sendiri..

hari nih adlh 'hari mengantuk' saya...whole day kat kelas sleepy habis..

even one word dr mulut dosen pon xdpt nk tangkap...mmg gler ngantuk..huhu..

until now pon still ngantuk coz tertido petng td after balik kelas..hish..

zirah, thanx la kasi gue nyibuk kat cni..hee..

chaw~ :D

-sara-

jogs.kampung

saya rindu kampung saya.
tibe2 jee kan..

pagi tadi pegi jogging..stlh sekian lama bermalasan x pegi
im feeling goooooooooddd..hihi
plus i drank green tea last nyt..the detoxification power has worked well..haha
rasa ringan gila tubuh.
hee..alhamdulillah, nikmat sihat yg perlu btol2 dihargai sbnrnye..;)

erm, back to the main topic..jogs n kampung
apa kaitannnnnnnn??
ade2..jalan2 or jogging di kampung tersangat la best.
specifically, in the morning la..
kalo solehah bagus skit, subuh di msjd..then jogs kt taman di lagoon tu..
yeahh..bsatu dgn alam..mdekati Maha Pencipta..
bayu pagi tepi pantai...
matahari menaik..
pasir pantai yg masih cantik mulus terbentuk..
burung2 kuar cari mkn..
anak2 kampung bmain n mandi-manda..
seronok..rasa xnk balik umah...nk duk situ je..tgk suasana..tenangkn fikiran
hmmm..tp itu di kg..

wpon di sini xde itu smua..tp at least sy bukan di bndar besar..
ada rasa kampung juga di sini..alhamdulillah
meskipun org2 dr bndar rmai bhijrah ke sini..suasana lain la
tp...jalan hidup ni akan mbawa sy agak jauh dr alam semulajadi..
kalauu.....tlalu asyik n fokus dgn kerja.

wait...ok la kan keje kt hospital ganu..tepi pantai !
haha..bajet ade mase nk nikmati smua tu..;P
watevaaa...
mmg nk duk ganu n rmai org hrp sy akn keje kt ganu..
tp itu smua rencana manusia..ketentuan Allah siapalah yg blh lawan..

Ya Rabbi..permudahkanlah segala urusanku, urusan ibu bapaku, urusan seluruh ahli keluarga ku, urusan sahabat2-guru2 ku, permudahkanlah urusan kami ya Allah. Berkatilah setiap rezeki yg Engkau kurniakan. Jadikanlah kami orang2 yg sentiasa mensyukuri nikmatmu. Matikanlah kami dalam iman dan tempatkanlah kami dikalangan kekasih2Mu di sana kelak..aaminnn.....


-j1e-

done

Alhamdulillah..done with the advert..
its been long time since i did such poster stuff..
i do have passion in art thingy..but never tried to learn seriously..
dats y my work piece not dat good (obviously!)..huhuuu
nvr mind..as long as it can be called an advertisement. haha


hrmm..
got alrdy my observation result..
bout watt??! 2 ppl might know..huhu
a week ++ has passed...the ignorance-acting as if im not a fren-lil bit annoying attitude gone..
well, im not interested to care much bout dat person nmore..
perhaps i deserved the 'treats'..coz i also did the same b4..huahua ~_*
enuf..May Allah bless u , open ur heart to seriously commit to islamic laws..(*im praying for myself n others too..aamin)

n...
congratulations to sum1 today..may u succeed in every good things u do..;)


-j1e-

just don't like

there are many things that we do not have to share with everyone we know..of course..
and i really don't like to tell others about my very personal life..
thinking the way people would judge me..owh...silence is the best then.

last night, my eyes caught on a funny group's name in facebook
- single doesn't always mean available -
hahahah..LOL
but wait..it is damn true,right..
for instance..
if i admit i am single...a few fellows curiously asked..'really? tipu laa..haha'
then, fine..i wanna say..i am single but not available.
they said 'see...org skrg smua couple..yg x tu ssh nk jmp'
lorh...ke situ plak..
helloo..not available doesnt mean 'is in a love relationship' aka couple-cintan-cintun
i was like menyampah iskk....haihh  ~_~
that could be a reason why i really think i should say nothing.
the misjudging comments are annoying. ;P

a fact is..
im so sick to hear about couple n couple n couple all the times..anywhere..
love n love n love..pakwe, makwe, gf, bf..yuckss...
change to another topic plzz...

give me a cool,peaceful space..wanna deeply breathe in fresh air..shuhhh!


-j1e-

selagi hidup..keje

its over..at least for a while..huhu
cardio phase will start next monday..
i wanna do better dis 1..
(moga jadi azam bkn hangat2 feces ayam..;P)

went to MOG mall jz now..
jalan2..makan smpi kenyang best.. ambil angin malam..cuci mata tgk org sana sini...n shopping sket..hihi
out of 4, 3 org bwk balik kasut/sandal baru....heheh
sorg lagi? mahu tp malu xde saiz..ololo..sian plk
2mrow n 2mrow n 2mrw..insyaAllah bleh pegi cari yg lain lg dear..*wink

now, im surfing d internet for no specific purpose (as usual kowwttt)
thinking how to make a good proposal 4 next week's event..
OMG, its next week okay!
shud book a venue..i mean a nice 1..not RK kot..huhu
nk tulis pe hah...hayya..
dr dlu xpaham nape muka ni kne jadi SU..;P
Allah knows the best! yup2

ok, stay up ke tido dlu? (pikir2..)
hrmmm...

-j1e-

procrastination

stress.stress. xde kena mengena ngn study.
ni la student contoh yg baguss pny..
sempat tgk movie lg. gatal. xsedar diri nk exm


tawaran tbuka:
sape2 nk tgk cite paranormal activity, ajak me!
nk tgk skali lagi coz skipped the very last part...erk..xsnggup tgk.
huhu.
shemort, sara....j0m tgk eyh..
bantal bilik ak ckup tuk korg..xckup bwk skali bantal korg.
heee...

cite yg bkn seram sgt pon.suspens je laa lebih.
mcm quarantine, record.
hehe.
but this kind of movie helps to stimulate the release of adrenaline..
n now im still awake..yet thinking of the unsolved puzzle in dat movie..
..okay..back to the 'lovely' notes again dear.
;)


-j1e-

3 gadis

argh..tertido lagi smlm. padahal byk lagi notes blm dihadam.
celik je mata, rasa nak surrender.
tp xjadi coz masih waras.
hafal je mana2 fakta yg dirasakan patut n penting sgt2.(andaian sdiri)
huh..then tawakkal..

75q..75mins.
mostly sy rasa mcm tahu je jawapan tp xsureeee~~
sedey.
n..rarely have a lady luck on my side. so tembak-menembak biase tsasar je.;P
xpe lah..at least ade gak yg last2 minit sumbat2 dlm kepala td masuk.
wpon se'coet' je..alhamdulillah. let the rest to Him.

on the way back home, makan nasi padang!
not so special actly but okay laa kan tukar selera skit.
hmm..bertiga (as usual) bjalan menyusuri denai2 (=P)..
smpi umah, tgk pemandangan yg xcantek.
kapan lorr mau sapu2 ini laman..hayya..

hmm..3 perempuan melayu terakhir gadis di rumah besar ini sangat rajin sibuk(tersngt la konon)
dan demi membakar lemak2 badan rumah tcinta, mereka (exclude me) mulakan projek pbersihan.
wowww...heheh
anak sapelaaa bagus sgt ni..dh ade org masuk blom r? hikhik

saya pon bagus tau join gk akhirnye.

fuhhh...lapaaang skit pemandangan.
asap bkepul2 masuk umh jiran (erk..maaf ya buk ya..)
azan mgrib..kami masuk.. tak baik duk luar time2 cmni..hrmmm..

mlm ni nk study pe? huu..
bley plak tak tahu ye..betapa laa...
esok last day exam 4 dis block.
muz do the very best then..biar jadi penutup yg best..kan?
ermm...tetibe nak es krem..waaaa


-j1e-

radio ape best?

radio -logi!!!
uhuk..uhuk..wat the..=/

apekah yang saya jawab tadi hah?
teori evolusi darwin kah?
ehh..ape kaitan dengan radio-logi?

opaque. luscent. black n white. tu saje.

see..gue udah jadi ngga jelas nih..hurmm..

best lagi makan.
or listen to radio. not read radio ok!

ha...in the exam hall..as usual..
ade hamba2 Allah yg bt projek diskusi time exam.
prfffff...ade saya kisah?!
aaaaaaa...
akal masih sihat, alhamdulillah..saya takkan meniru. baikkan?..;P

esok n lusa (shams..2 hari lagi okay..) masih ada..
esok punye laaaaaagiiiii buaaaaanyakkkk..
menangis sabarrr.

get my glasses and become a nerd tonite..;P
oh, wait..i jz hv natural lens. dont wear braces nmore..
how to be looked nerdy?

blajo laaaaa!!! suddenly i heard mama's voice..
ooookayy................

-j1e-

Zzzz

..fell into a very deep slumber..
if there is no exam..i wud hv rather continued my 'journey' to nowhere..ahh
sleep compensation - accomplished!

radio n phamaco.
hope can do well. *praying*

im waiting for my gadis2 manis 2 good buddies to join as authors in this space.
weyh..accept the invitation kay..
bersama kita bergosip bersatu di alam maya ini.. ;P

wink* wink*

-j1e-

yay!

=D
bukan happy sbb exam hari ini yg senang giler ntah ape2 tu..
tapi sbb akhirnya saya dapat pos surat2 cinta saya dokumen2 SIB hari ni!

yay! suke.suke.alhamdulillah. ngeee~~

huh..but on my way to campus...rain poured down heavily..
wind blew very wild.. wawaa
lencun baju saya..malu jap.
payung tak guna. memang kena pakai baju hujan r len kali.
nasib baik make up tudung maintain, xbasah..
kalo x...confirm mcm mandi hujan trus kot.

SIB- setteled!
thanks to cik sara-dafi-awal yg gigih menyalotape (rosak bahasa) kotak2 itu..
tanpa anda, makin cantik kot tak menjadilah keje saya. ;P

saya perlu compensate tido.
insomnia smlm..jz 2 hours ZzzZ! dowh..
capek. tepu. makin cun lesu.
have to recharge energy.
tomorrow never dies still got exam.
semangat rek!


- j1e-

study.lapar

..is craving for any meals for dipper ! (dinner + supper)
cakap nak gemok berisi, tapi skip dinner..ishh..failed!
ehh..tapi dah makan gak tadi..a mug of hot tea with a few tasteless biscuits..;P
saya tak diet. saya benci diet. saya tak boleh diet.
saya lapar. but say no-no to instant foods! okay.


banyak nak kena study minggu ni. exam berderet. jangan banyak tido okay~
esok kelas kul 8, gabung kelas B.
kena pegi..nak usha belajar. kul 1pm exam. buat molek2 weyh..
malam ni nak stay up ke tak ye?
hmmm...
baik, pergi selongkar makanan dulu..

-j1e-

kembali

huhu..lame x on dis page..
gian nk merapu..
but all older posts have been deleted..
hmm..melepaskn ape jua rasa..
ye laa..ade bnda xbleh nk luahkn kt org..
but still..really hope there is sum1 wud patiently hear my heart..
yes, whatevea it is..Allah is the no 1..

..got exam today...rehab n ph..plzz laa kuar yg best2 je..;P

-j1e-