act!

 Ya Allah..
feeling miserable..
n im listening to maher zain's songs..arh..just worsen my sadness..
lately i always think bout wat im doing..i nvr knw when is the end of my life..
poor me...seems i hv done nothing for ISlam! omg...
im struggling to face many colours of ppl here..yet i have to make a move for my deen..
most of the times, i think of walking alone...thru the road i believe can bring myself closer to HIM..
i wanna run n never care bout others who may need me..
it's called selfish!

imagine everyone is trapped in a very dark cave, n suddenly sum1 see dim light from unknown source..
dat person tell others, 'frens, i think we will be safe soon, i can see the light somewhere there in front..'
all other exhausted ppl r very lightened up to hear that, but since they cant see the light,
they r just hoping for it to be real one...they trust their frens but to work hard on searching the light source is not what they do..hoping n believing..no action..jz let that only fellow find..
n when this fren wanna walk or run or anything to reach the light faster,
only frustation accompany the hope..
'leave them in the dark or hold their hands tightly n bring them together ahead..?'
time is limited enuf...the longer time they stuck in the cave, the lesser oxygen they hv to share with each other..
so....is hard rite for that fellow..being selfish, or die hopelessly in the cave with the others..

life is tooo short..tooo short to just keep thinking of being better one but no steps taken by right now!
it seems we r hoping n praying yet staying with the current path..how sad...coz life is tooo short..
why we r soooooooo confident that next second or minutes we can still breathe in His air..
we never ever know...never...

read bout the 15-yr-old boy who had been shot dead...
its hard to imagine how bad is the agony of his parents, frens, teachers n everyone who used to know him well.

when we lost sum1 we know/love/like all of a sudden..in a blink of an eye!!!..Allahu Akbar...
from HIm we came, to Him we will return..
i hope...really2 hope it will never happen in my life..please God..that is such very unbearable...

i think if i cant hold certain ppl's hands thruout the better road...i have to move on alone and perhaps..grab others' whom i can reach to..

life must go on..yes..but must be according to a better route..
NOW or NEVER~~!

-j1e-