step back.think : am i on the right path?

sometimes i believe that i have chosen a wrong path..
the road i should have taken is somewhere else..not this1
owh, poor me..
i hate thinking like moron..i hate being regretful bout my current life..it's totally WRONG!
days by days..i try washing the skeptical thoughts away..build a strong positive belief..
..that I AM USING THE BEST ROAD AND HEADING TO RIGHT DESTINATION.

but the creepy thoughts keep haunting me again n again..
i know it's me who must control my own mind..by hook or by crook i have to stop this!
..though deep down in my heart, i still keep a hope that i can do a change!

what a sad girl i am..
helping people in need is my passion...........
exploring the human body, the functions, related to health part..kinda a blissful thing
 a doctor can do that...yes
but other people also can!....huhu - again this thought is leading to unhelpful solution...sigh

-j1e-