i have to finish revising cardio by sunday..
err...at least for monday and tuesday papers first..
well, my mood for everything is going down..i need sumthing as stimulator for my soul..
oh yes,,found it during solah, reciting quran, zikrullah etc..
but wondering.. y the spirit doesnt remain alive all d time??
hmm..must be khusyuk, ikhlas, istiqamah hazirah!
my mom's latest advice : pray early!
yes, always like that larr - we know but we do not make it..very bad!
well,thnx mama!
i'll keep that in my mind..
- first new resolution -
i came across with a few articles bout ghibah(mengumpat)..
it's sin is much more scary than committing zina..
yes, yes, i knew that b4...
i wanna clean myself from this huge wrongdoing!
since long time ago actly....
so, my second new resolution - NO ghibah! -
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hmm..talking too much doesnt good..
silence is the best most of the time.
i miss my 'old me'..
....
a few fellas asked bout me-not-joining-the sempu's trip..
just dont ask..coz that decision made by reconsidering what my heart said..
i believe it was my iman actly..
everyone has different point of view..
no need to condemn, or even question so much..
if ppl think im not cool..then let be just like that..
i dont mind..juz ppl, not Him...;)
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- quite jealous --> some of my frens will be going back aftr exm..
missing my family damnnnnnnnnnnnn much ryte now..
Allah, may this aching feeling brings me to be a strong, brightful muslimah..
aamin..
-j1e-
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