upsidedown

im happy for them.
may it will last forever.
im happy looking ur happy face,dear...
i may cant say nothing anymore.
but i will keep praying for ur happiness.
enuf said.

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im losing my passion.
i didnt score with fying colours anymore.
i keep blaming myself for the laziness attitude.
man jadda wa jada, wa man zar0'a hasoda.
if u work hard, u deserve to gain more..

i need a break.
just a short one..far from here.

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i will not spread to anybody.
let it be as a secret.
i wanna stop use facebook yet it is so important sometimes.
im going to inactivate my account perhaps.
for a while or...hmm

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dont hurt my heart..
or else i wont trust anymore.
not even 1 percent.
it was hard to break my egoistic.
dont build it again. it must be severe ever.
n i wont turn back.

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poor me..this is a good medium for pouring out my heart.
i dont hope anybody can read this.
i just love writing/typing....doesnt matter others will read or not.
i never exposed my main blog. ppl came across it n read.
its okay to ignore, share or comment. dats my corner of life.
leave if u dont like. stay if u want.

..................................My Lord, guide me to find my real passion...im confused..........................

-j1e-