hari-hariku

..hazirah
..sara
..shamsiah

...semalam kita berkenalan,
...hari ini kita bersahabat...
...tapi 'esok' pasti berpisah jua...
semoga kenangan bersama tak kan pernah terpadam...;)

Jun 16, 2010

spilt a cup full of water =(

Dont know how to start.. shall i just start?.. monggo2..
Pernah sy brtanya,TA ni sbnrnye tok ape? menyusahkan hidup orang ke? haha.. mean thinkng, tp tu hakikatnye kott.. hari berlalu TA ku macam terkandas jek, ni smua pasal ubat diprost dlu, skrng misoprostol.. ubat tok abortus.. mestila xde apotek pon yang jual, tol x? damm, sape suruh pilih tajuk susah2.. my fault, but i like my topic and wish to continue..=(.. kelmarin jln2 mencari ubat2 tu la,dah la xjumpe, rasa bersalah mcm menyusahkan orang jek pun ada,sorry, x bermaksud menyusahkan anda2..i dislike this, so this morning i went for consultation with my supervisor dr.nurdiana alone.. after a long chat with her she said just go on with your topic, dont change to another organ just because i cant find my so called stimulator for my uterus contraction,because i thought of changing it to trachea.. She found me another drug, oxytoxin.. a drug given to induce during labor time!ouch! hehe.. she said, soon she will b off to RSSA to checkup on her patient and she said she will look for my meds.. tomorrow morning hope she will msg me, if not i have to go to rumah sakit dinoyo to get that meds. and 2moro to is our exploration day for our eksp.. hope to get it very soon.. (*sentiasa berdoa) ...

Left the lab with high hopes and went straight back home, pitstop 1st at ibu wahyu's stall to fill my stomach.. hehe.. reach home, eat, watch tv then went upstairs to wash my cloth.. and suddenly my mood just swings away.. kamar mandi sangatla kotor, xde sape nk bersihkan ke? for the past 1 1/2 yrs back i washed the toilet with no complaints, but until when can i tolerate with others.. we all use the same toilet but yet im the only one cleaning it,its unfair for me ..lebih baik bersepah drpd kotor k.. not to mention the kitchen, as equally dirty as it is.. cant it b cleaned after cooking? i rarely cook,its just because i cant stand the environment of the ktchen, because i will tend to clean it 1st b4 cooking, then only im sure my food is not contaminated.. is it that hard to keep the place clean? be responsible for your mess,pleaseeee, im begging.. maybe its my fault because i cant see dirtiness but is it fair to blame it on me alone?.. sorry for my harsh words but i just dont know how to spilt it out, its better for me to write than too say with words, i might raise my voice and hurts everyones feeling.. i just hope we can together keep the house clean rather than weight on one shoulder.. sorry again.. i knw this is not the medium to tell, i just dont knw how to tell... sorry sorry again

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