Awan mendung

UjianNya kali ni sgt terasa berat...

waktu yang tinggal terlalu sedikit...

harapan yang menggunung hanya seperti bayang2..

tak jelas, tapi masih kelihatan...

jika ini takdirNya saya terima..

doc tetap x bagi maju walaupun tinggal less thn 2 weeks..

hanya kerana abstrak n sikit2 lg kena btolkan..

sy xde hak nk bandingkan dgn org lain, tp kelihatan mereka maju mcm sgt simple

dibetulkan selepas rivisi..

kadang2 terasa doc sgt anti dgnku...

org lain cpt je maju dibawah bimbingan dia..

org kata ada hikmah dalam segala yg berlaku kt kita..

sy setuju..

namun sy amat menanti pelangi yg bewarna warni itu

dahla ada paper dpt E...

beban dtg seperti ditimpa batu berjuta-juta tan...

xdapat nk luahkan kt mama n ayah... nnt diorg kecewa.. belum smpai waktu nk kecewakan diorg

atuk dh la tgh sakit..

anak apa kalau bebankan diorg lg, ayah dgn masalah kt spore, mama dgn keja....

Ya Allah, please give me strength

lemau

cuti.

so far saya banyak tido je.

lesen kete dah la 'mampos'. tak renew lagi..

nak kuar gi jalan pon xtahu ke mana..huahuahua

tapi...balik2 umah bab makan je laa heaven! hehe

nikah.

smlm gi majlis nikah my cousin.

ni dah 2nd time dh dia kawen. 1st cerai coz org ketiga kaco x-somi die.isk3..

tp as my dad said, anak2 cucu2 tokki mat (my late grandpa) mudah dpt jodoh. alhamdulillah.

me; (no komen. iya kan je la kata2 org tua.)

2mrw, my another cousin (laki) will get married too. 2nd time oso.

1st one was ruined by MIL-yg sebok urusan ank2. he had no choice..divorced his wife though they loved each other so much. hmm..n after decades, now he found a new soul mate..at last..alhamdulillah.

me: Allah adalah sebaik-baik Perancang. Dia Maha Adil. ;)

plan waktu cuti.

ok, time to be serious on my kahwin2 matter plak.

lotsa things need to be done.

and as usual, mom (any mom i think) wud be the super mastermind for most of the things.

me: layannnnnn...

i pray so hard..may this vacation cud be a long one, not to goyang-kaki-and-ternak -lemak-yang-tak-pernah-nak-ada, tapi bereskan apa2 yang perlu dibereskan awal2.

as i stated above..Allah knows best for us. We plan , He also plan. His plan is the best. So, doa, usaha n tawakkal.

well, im trying to read all the books that i hv bought. last time, when i checked in,my luggage was 18++ kg (i booked 20kg) , just because i brought along many books. haha. wish to finish reading n leave them here.

weather.

msia- hot, sticky. urghhh

-j1e-

LoL

yesterday nite i watched a 2-hours-plus historical documentary. great one, i swear!

it is about how the constantine (istanbul) was conquered by islamic army, leaded by a very brilliant, pious, young leader - sultan muhammad al-fateh. fuhh..damnnnn inspiring! 

okay, but today (just now) i have just watched a 'crap' movie.....LoL.~~

'Diocracy' - it wud be a stock of nonsense, rubbish,'ntah ape2' messages. haha

it is a story of 2 average-IQ US citizens who have been selected to undergo a human hibernation experiment.

because the dummies number increase tremendously in the world(coz the brainies were so busy in carrier and end up with no child while dummies kept producing more dummies..erk!), a man in army came up with an hibernation idea. so, joe n rita (if im not mistaken) underwent this so-called confidential research..unfortunately, the only man who started the research had been charged by the polices for he had against some laws..then no one cared about the research anymore...n those 2 unlucky fellows stucked in the hibernation machine until 500 hundred years later.....where the world is filled by real real real dummies n rubbishes..

haha..gilak bodoh tak hengat, tak tau nak cakap la..adeyhh..

the end? tengok laaa...kekekekkekek...

layannnnnn...

ok..i have also bought 2 more books today..couldnt help myself from grabbing them..heheee

and the list of books that i should read from now on...err..byk seyh..

tp kalo sudah cinta, apapun bisa..wink*

-j1e-

Being grateful

..i've done with my TA's revision.

for the help of my great supervisors that Allah have destined to me ...alhamdulillah

..i've finally emptied my laundry's basket

sounds 'wth-thing' is it? haha..sometimes a very simple thing that i successfully achieved means really great to me..and for doing all my laundry by myself is such a good achievement..(with the faithful-lazy bug that keeps biting me )

..next, check my whole TA till 'nak muntah' then print out and send to that toko to jilid them nicely..make a cd...give all those things to dosen2 n TA office..haip!

..what else..? yup, settle the yudisium thingy..whatever can be prepared first, i'll settle them all. 

now..im loading the story of Sultan Muhammad Al-Fateh on youtube. it's been long time since i wished to know the full history about him. time to learn!

and...i want to finish reading every books that i have (read: a lot)..this is the right time to enjoy my real lifetime hobby. *happy!*

everything happens for a reason. im so grateful..as i always remember: everything means something.don't regret. alhamdulillah.

-j1e-

idea..

aduhai...nak kena mengarang bahagian penghargaan ni la yg lembab skit. huhuhu.. 

satu hari bertangguh nak buat...tapi kena siapkan jugak malam ni.MESTI!

esok revisi semua..kalau kena baiki lagi...jumaat settle! mesti mesti mesti!

*bersemangat!*

so..juz cancelled my plan to watch korean movie.huahua..

tidak harus dilayan kemalasan ini...nanti keje takkan siap!!! hmm..

okay...sila taip lembar 'puji-pujian' sekarang!

errrrrrrrr...~~

-j1e-